Monday, November 17, 2008

Today I feel fantastic, well sort of...

My very best friend and the Godmother to my babies sent me the link to this adorable shirt, see why I love her so very much. I know she will be the best godmother, she is loving, protective, smart, caring and she always knows just what to say. I would die for her, but then she would have to raise twins so I guess I'll stick around and be the needy friend I've always been. She is a newlywed yet she is ALWAYS there for me :). I'm selfish and I miss her, but I know Drew needs his wife too...
Okay so Friday was just plain awful, another vomit-tastic day for me!! I am so excited about being pregnant, yet I am really tired of being so tired and the vomiting can leave any time now...


On a weird note, I have been feeling better for 3 days now, so good I swear my belly is smaller, my face is still chunky but that's because I'm eating for 7 :).


So this is my first pregnancy, do all women go through this panic when they are still early and in between ultrasounds and worried the thing they have all prayed for, then finally received, for some of us double what we wished for, could actually be taken away? Oh my goodness, I'm telling you progesterone is not your friend. It does a number on your hormones and makes your face resemble your junior high school pictures and the things it can do to your mental state, UNREAL.


I am going to stay calm and try and not think about all these crazy thoughts, but boy it's hard some days you know? I have this new fun habit of peeing 4 times every night and waking up at 5 am every morning worried about the future...I know all mom's do that, right?


Okay so instead I will end this post on a happy note, I feel FANTASTIC, scared because I haven't felt this great since August, but wonderful anyway. Just think, most women LOVE being pregnant because they feel this amazing the whole time, yes I officially hate them :)

1 comment:

Molly Jean said...

Ahh! I love you. I shouldn't read your blog during the day... I turn into a big mushy mess :)